这次游玩,本人小小的爆炸了下。
想想,原来我没有海量的气度。
我也只是个人,我能容忍的也好有限啊。
现在有种“多想我并没有爆炸”的想法。*懊恼*
老实说,爆了并没有更好,反而逼出了我的眼泪。
唉!我愿我有海量的气度!
这次游玩,本人小小的爆炸了下。
想想,原来我没有海量的气度。
我也只是个人,我能容忍的也好有限啊。
现在有种“多想我并没有爆炸”的想法。*懊恼*
老实说,爆了并没有更好,反而逼出了我的眼泪。
唉!我愿我有海量的气度!
也许我还不够独立
去面对寂寞
也许生活还不够忙碌
让我闲了下来
freelance来了
却觉得懒洋洋的
人嘛,就是这样犯贱
有的时候,却希望没有;
没有嘛,却又很想拥有。
矛盾啊矛盾。
就这样吧。
剛聽完朋友遇劫的事件
又收到友人父親在自家門口被搶劫的消息
怎麼了?這個社會怎麼了?
光天化日之下 搶劫
你們可知道 那也許是一個家庭一整個月的消費
沒有了 他們該如何過日子
即使不是 也是別人家的血汗錢
別人辛辛苦苦地付出勞力
而你們只需要亮一亮刀子
錢 就自動出現
對 我們對你們這群人無能為力
是因為我們珍惜生命
不需要為了銀子而犧牲更珍貴的性命
即使王法奈你們不何
我相信 因果循環
你們會得到同樣的回報的
到時 想想 何必當初
p/s:即使不提殺人犯,以上事件層出不窮,無可奈何啊~唯有自己小心、謹慎為妙。
好快 又一年了哦
2012 年了,该回顾一些发生的变化了吧。
好啦,简短的说说吧。
感情:耶,本人已被贴上“死会”的标签。呵呵~ 怎样?有替我高兴没有?嘻嘻。谢谢大家的祝福。(自爽中~)他,是我旧同事啦。想当初跟他不是很熟的说,不懂什么原因造就了我们的缘分。哈哈。
工作:照旧咯,一样的工作,一样的公司,一样的老板。。。杯具的是,一样的薪水。
家庭:今年会增添一名成员。哥哥和嫂嫂即将在年底完婚,恭喜她成为我们的一份子。哦,忘了说,我们搬迁进了新家,旧家在装修当中,希望农历新年前可以完成。我们要添置很多家具啊~钱啊~钱~
唔,大概就交代完了吧。虾米?我跟他的情史?下回分晓。
2012 了,愿大家都开心、幸福、美满、把所有旧的忘掉,以全新的你来迎接新的一年吧~
新年快乐。
I just came back from Sungai Lembing, a small town located 42 km northwest of Kuantan in Pahang. A big thank you to our organiser, Gah Hui for arranging everything and making this trip a success for the 15 of us. A trip near to nature really lets you get away from all the pressure and burden. The fresh air, the trees and forest around you, takes you away from the buildings and dust.
Firstly, the rainbow waterfall is amazing, it's like a white cloth falling down from the top. Other than the beautiful rainbow that appeared and the freezing water, sitting under the waterfall and you can get an FOC whole body massage. Wakakakakaka. Not to forget the journey into the jungle with the 'lorry' was an exciting one. And now I'm a chocolate girl!
Secondly, trekking up the Panaroma Hill is definitely tiring because of the staircases! My legs were shaking when I walked up. No time to count on the staircases, I concentrated on my heavy footsteps up there. Although there's only half sunrise, but it still took my breath away. No words can describe that moment.
It's Monday tomorrow, time to get back to work with sore legs, tired body and the sore throat is killing me. But my mind and soul is satisfied, and charged full with energy. I will always remember the sunrise that I witnessed. Here's the group photo. Weeeeeeee~~
It was a crazy Thursday where our usual date at Feeling Cafe was full of fun and happiness. I was late when I reached there and I was immediately served with a bottle of Carlsberg. I can't run away with it, and I definitely need alcohol at that moment, so I just took it and drink. There were already 2 buckets on the table and the other side was kinda fast gulping down the 5 bottles.
Well, jokings and chatting about Lembing trip was going on and on. Suddenly realise that freaked me out when they start refilling the buckets on our table. Who's going to finish them off? And I bet they are going to start asking questions all over the table. Wow! I can't remember what how many buckets we had last night. I just knew that when I was being asked questions when I started my third bottle. I'm not going to mention any details here, but it is definitely relationship topic. They expect me to get drunk and tell them everything. Nyek nyek nyek~
To my relief, somethings went clear suddenly. As said, grab the chances while you can, else you will regret when you looked back.
When I got back to my seat, I realised my head is heavy and my feets are light. When I actually settled down, I saw someone was not right. Ya, I needed to be by her side. I can feel her holding my hands tightly, like thousand words to be said, but nothing came out, only the strength of grasp. All I can do is grab her hands tightly, to give her my support. I hope she knew that.
It was actually some kind of crazy, sad, full-of-questions night. But we all actually enjoyed it, that's the main point right? I don't know what trigger the happy hour to happen but it's always good to have this bunch of friends around. Cheers, friend!
I've been hanging around here quite often, because I don't feel like speaking it out, so I will just write it down. I've been thinking much recently, about work, about life, about money, about travel... That's our LIFE, right?
Everyone encounters problem with work, so do I. I don't have any dissatisfaction with this job, I'm just standing in between again. That day my leader was telling me about the performance goal thing. I feel kinda pressured when it was discussed out. Especially the TEAMwork part, I don't know, he did hint that we must help out among ourselves. Yup, I get what he means, but I'm just a newbie, do you think I can do all that by myself? I still have to consider about the feeling of my South Asia's senior. I know I can help out, but sometimes don't you think it's kinda unfair for him to pass around his work? Seems like I'm taking care of every other people's feeling except for myself. Work smart....Well, I guess I have to bear with it. Other than this, I'm enjoying my work.
[Zi, after talking to you about it, I felt much better. Thanks for the time :)] [Thanks for the time at FEELING, the guy is superb!]
Work... then comes money...
I wish that I had the money then I don't need to work and can do whatever I want to. Loan loan loan, everything is money, where you have to pay it back. The house, it's for the sake of yourself and your parents. Duh.. I know, just I will have to earn hard and save hard for my entertainment then. LIFE is really hard, money is everything. My back is aching, with all the burden on my back. I'm depressed, with all the pressure I have now. But I won't be depressed for 30 years... so WORK SMART and SAVE HARD!
Travel wise, ya, I'm going to Hong Kong soon. Then what do you have to talk about it? Hmm.. Itineary is done by me, I'm pretty afraid I screwed up everything. That scares the freak out of me and I guess I'm having nightmares about it. Travelling is a fun thing and another way to release my tension. I think it will be my last trip because I need to save very very hard for next year's trip. Well, let's hope that there's a raise after my probation on july later.
Did I miss something? Relationship? Nah~~ I will keep hoping and hoping but I won't force it to happen. What's destined for me will be mine anyway.
p/s: I will enjoy my trip at Hong Kong. Be back in a week~~
Dream, it appears in most of my nights recently.
What does it mean?
Oh god, I have tonnes of s*** in my mind then.
Dream, that's the main factor bothering my sleep recently.
Time to clear them off and MOVE ON~
And Im not going to tell what I've dreamt of. :P
The story begins:
ABC are good friends. A and C are couples, now when A and C broke up, C comes after B. B and C like each other but they didn't started the relationship. It's the friendship between A and B that bothers her. So she'd rather give it up.
If you were in her shoes, what would you do?
My friend came asking me about this, to give her comments. I didn't know that she and the guy has reached to this stage. The problem is I don't even know how the guy feels.
I felt that my friend had fall for him. The question that bothers me here is: she asked if her family and friends(including me) could accept this if they really make it? Come on, I'm kinda speechless in this. I mean I have never been through this, I can't give her advice.
As a friend, I don't want her to get hurt as I am sure that guy still has his EX in his mind. Falling for him means you will get hurt in the end. Sometimes, it's just so hard to tell these words out when she is really in love. I felt useless when I can't give her a piece of advice.
I admit that love is blind and there is nothing wrong with it. It's the morale problem which it seems like making her the third person that interfere THEIR relationship. The society will make you look like the b**** and at the same time, you are in love with him.
Hmm.. Frankly, I don't know how to deal with this. I got no advice for her on this. So........ LET IT BE~
星期日闲来无事
去逛了cari的游记
想出走的细胞又蠢蠢欲动了
OMG~
我必须尽力去制止自己
否则我想我会大出血
明年只有一个行程:香港
我这个懒惰人到现在还开始规划行程
口袋空空,当然脑袋也空空啦
常常在想,钱,永远都不够用
但是也赚不多
是自己野心不够大吗?
还是自己太容易满足于现状?
2011 年
给自己一个目标
扣除房贷,户口至少要有5位数
(玩这么大啊?!)
毕竟跟朋友约好说
我们5年内要拥有自己的dream car
嘻嘻
努力朝目标前进~加油!
昨晚參與了一場‘自我突破’的婚禮
何為自我突破?因為在場的全是我前男友的同事。
除了與新娘的交情,我也是時候面對這些群眾。
與我想像的不同,我不需要面對別人同情眼光,
因為他們都不認得我的樣子。哇咔咔咔咔~
不認得我的樣子的後果,就會問: Siapa lu?
難道我必須回答我是XXX的前女友嗎?好奇怪!
婚禮一切都很美好:新娘美、新郎俊、氣氛佳、酒菜棒
唯一的缺點是我顯得格格不入
一、我面對問題轟炸
‘你現在在哪裡做工?做什麼工作?’ 諸如此類的問題我至少回答了十次以上。
二、沒有共同的話題
也許職業的不同,所以即使是同一桌的人,我們也沒有多聊。
整場下來,雖然有點小尷尬(自我介紹方面),其他的一切都很美好。
我很榮幸能夠見證他們幸福的時刻。
執子之手,與子偕老
祝你們百年好合~
p/s: 攝影師不但專業,還很帥 *shy* 可惜沒拿到名片 T.T
爱情 可以很简单 也可以很复杂
陈小春也唱过:
“爱情这东西没道理的
有人很抢手有人没资格”
爱情 没有所谓的方程式
也没有所谓的犹豫不决
既然决定去爱了
勇敢点吧~
不要去想太多,那只会让你裹足不前
但是
请对自己的决定负责
我祝福你!
要幸福哦~~~
请了病假准备好好休息
顺便去理了我头上的草
正当要高高兴兴回家的时候
“小姐,小姐,请给我一分钟!”
“No, thanks!”
那个男生还是追了上来
更可恶的是
还用手指一直碰我的肩膀
Hello, 先生!我们是陌生人!
请不要随便碰女生!
我们不认识,所以请拿开你的手!
不对,是拿开你的手指!!!
声音沙哑,所以应该是没什么拒绝的力量
所以我选择了给他狠狠的一瞪!
在瞪他的同时心里的OS是:
在我病着、饿着、热着、走着的时候,
给我滚远点!!!!!!!!!!
*我可以明白你是为了钱,为了生活,
我甚至可以忍受听你说,
可是请不要碰我!我们只是陌生人!*
我没有很想你
我只是在早上醒来的时候,看看手机,有没有你发来的信息,有没有你的未接来电。