見賢思齊

这次游玩，本人小小的爆炸了下。

想想，原来我没有海量的气度。

我也只是个人，我能容忍的也好有限啊。

现在有种“多想我并没有爆炸”的想法。*懊恼*

老实说，爆了并没有更好，反而逼出了我的眼泪。

唉！我愿我有海量的气度！

 

  

也许我还不够独立

去面对寂寞

也许生活还不够忙碌

让我闲了下来

freelance来了

却觉得懒洋洋的

人嘛，就是这样犯贱

有的时候，却希望没有；

没有嘛，却又很想拥有。

矛盾啊矛盾。

就这样吧。

剛聽完朋友遇劫的事件

又收到友人父親在自家門口被搶劫的消息

怎麼了？這個社會怎麼了？

光天化日之下 搶劫

你們可知道 那也許是一個家庭一整個月的消費

沒有了 他們該如何過日子

即使不是 也是別人家的血汗錢

別人辛辛苦苦地付出勞力

而你們只需要亮一亮刀子

錢 就自動出現

對 我們對你們這群人無能為力

是因為我們珍惜生命

不需要為了銀子而犧牲更珍貴的性命

即使王法奈你們不何

我相信 因果循環

你們會得到同樣的回報的

到時 想想 何必當初

 

p/s:即使不提殺人犯，以上事件層出不窮，無可奈何啊～唯有自己小心、謹慎為妙。

好快 又一年了哦

2012 年了，该回顾一些发生的变化了吧。

好啦，简短的说说吧。

感情：耶，本人已被贴上“死会”的标签。呵呵~ 怎样？有替我高兴没有？嘻嘻。谢谢大家的祝福。（自爽中~）他，是我旧同事啦。想当初跟他不是很熟的说，不懂什么原因造就了我们的缘分。哈哈。

工作：照旧咯，一样的工作，一样的公司，一样的老板。。。杯具的是，一样的薪水。

家庭：今年会增添一名成员。哥哥和嫂嫂即将在年底完婚，恭喜她成为我们的一份子。哦，忘了说，我们搬迁进了新家，旧家在装修当中，希望农历新年前可以完成。我们要添置很多家具啊~钱啊~钱~

唔，大概就交代完了吧。虾米？我跟他的情史？下回分晓。

 

2012 了，愿大家都开心、幸福、美满、把所有旧的忘掉，以全新的你来迎接新的一年吧~

新年快乐。

  

I just came back from Sungai Lembing, a small town located 42 km northwest of Kuantan in Pahang. A big thank you to our organiser, Gah Hui for arranging everything and making this trip a success for the 15 of us. A trip near to nature really lets you get away from all the pressure and burden. The fresh air, the trees and forest around you, takes you away from the buildings and dust.

Firstly, the rainbow waterfall is amazing, it's like a white cloth falling down from the top. Other than the beautiful rainbow that appeared and the freezing water, sitting under the waterfall and you can get an FOC whole body massage. Wakakakakaka. Not to forget the journey into the jungle with the 'lorry' was an exciting one. And now I'm a chocolate girl!

Secondly, trekking up the Panaroma Hill is definitely tiring because of the staircases! My legs were shaking when I walked up. No time to count on the staircases, I concentrated on my heavy footsteps up there. Although there's only half sunrise, but it still took my breath away. No words can describe that moment.

  

It's Monday tomorrow, time to get back to work with sore legs, tired body and the sore throat is killing me. But my mind and soul is satisfied, and charged full with energy. I will always remember the sunrise that I witnessed. Here's the group photo. Weeeeeeee~~

  

It was a crazy Thursday where our usual date at Feeling Cafe was full of fun and happiness. I was late when I reached there and I was immediately served with a bottle of Carlsberg. I can't run away with it, and I definitely need alcohol at that moment, so I just took it and drink. There were already 2 buckets on the table and the other side was kinda fast gulping down the 5 bottles.

Well, jokings and chatting about Lembing trip was going on and on. Suddenly realise that freaked me out when they start refilling the buckets on our table. Who's going to finish them off? And I bet they are going to start asking questions all over the table. Wow! I can't remember what how many buckets we had last night. I just knew that when I was being asked questions when I started my third bottle. I'm not going to mention any details here, but it is definitely relationship topic. They expect me to get drunk and tell them everything. Nyek nyek nyek~

To my relief, somethings went clear suddenly. As said, grab the chances while you can, else you will regret when you looked back.

When I got back to my seat, I realised my head is heavy and my feets are light. When I actually settled down, I saw someone was not right. Ya, I needed to be by her side. I can feel her holding my hands tightly, like thousand words to be said, but nothing came out, only the strength of grasp. All I can do is grab her hands tightly, to give her my support. I hope she knew that.

It was actually some kind of crazy, sad, full-of-questions night. But we all actually enjoyed it, that's the main point right? I don't know what trigger the happy hour to happen but it's always good to have this bunch of friends around. Cheers, friend!

 

 

I've been hanging around here quite often, because I don't feel like speaking it out, so I will just write it down. I've been thinking much recently, about work, about life, about money, about travel... That's our LIFE, right?

Everyone encounters problem with work, so do I. I don't have any dissatisfaction with this job, I'm just standing in between again. That day my leader was telling me about the performance goal thing. I feel kinda pressured when it was discussed out. Especially the TEAMwork part, I don't know, he did hint that we must help out among ourselves. Yup, I get what he means, but I'm just a newbie, do you think I can do all that by myself? I still have to consider about the feeling of my South Asia's senior. I know I can help out, but sometimes don't you think it's kinda unfair for him to pass around his work? Seems like I'm taking care of every other people's feeling except for myself. Work smart....Well, I guess I have to bear with it. Other than this, I'm enjoying my work.

[Zi, after talking to you about it, I felt much better. Thanks for the time :)] [Thanks for the time at FEELING, the guy is superb!]

Work... then comes money...

I wish that I had the money then I don't need to work and can do whatever I want to. Loan loan loan, everything is money, where you have to pay it back. The house, it's for the sake of yourself and your parents. Duh.. I know, just I will have to earn hard and save hard for my entertainment then. LIFE is really hard, money is everything. My back is aching, with all the burden on my back. I'm depressed, with all the pressure I have now. But I won't be depressed for 30 years... so WORK SMART and SAVE HARD!

Travel wise, ya, I'm going to Hong Kong soon. Then what do you have to talk about it? Hmm.. Itineary is done by me, I'm pretty afraid I screwed up everything. That scares the freak out of me and I guess I'm having nightmares about it. Travelling is a fun thing and another way to release my tension. I think it will be my last trip because I need to save very very hard for next year's trip. Well, let's hope that there's a raise after my probation on july later.

Did I miss something? Relationship? Nah~~ I will keep hoping and hoping but I won't force it to happen. What's destined for me will be mine anyway.

 

p/s: I will enjoy my trip at Hong Kong. Be back in a week~~

Dream, it appears in most of my nights recently.

What does it mean?

Oh god, I have tonnes of s*** in my mind then.

Dream, that's the main factor bothering my sleep recently.

Time to clear them off and MOVE ON~

And Im not going to tell what I've dreamt of. :P

The story begins:

ABC are good friends. A and C are couples, now when A and C broke up, C comes after B. B and C like each other but they didn't started the relationship. It's the friendship between A and B that bothers her. So she'd rather give it up.

If you were in her shoes, what would you do?

My friend came asking me about this, to give her comments. I didn't know that she and the guy has reached to this stage. The problem is I don't even know how the guy feels.

I felt that my friend had fall for him. The question that bothers me here is: she asked if her family and friends(including me) could accept this if they really make it? Come on, I'm kinda speechless in this. I mean I have never been through this, I can't give her advice.

As a friend, I don't want her to get hurt as I am sure that guy still has his EX in his mind. Falling for him means you will get hurt in the end. Sometimes, it's just so hard to tell these words out when she is really in love. I felt useless when I can't give her a piece of advice.

I admit that love is blind and there is nothing wrong with it. It's the morale problem which it seems like making her the third person that interfere THEIR relationship. The society will make you look like the b**** and at the same time, you are in love with him.

Hmm.. Frankly, I don't know how to deal with this. I got no advice for her on this. So........ LET IT BE~

星期日闲来无事

去逛了cari的游记

想出走的细胞又蠢蠢欲动了

OMG~

我必须尽力去制止自己

否则我想我会大出血

明年只有一个行程：香港

我这个懒惰人到现在还开始规划行程

口袋空空，当然脑袋也空空啦

常常在想，钱，永远都不够用

但是也赚不多

是自己野心不够大吗？

还是自己太容易满足于现状？

2011 年

给自己一个目标

扣除房贷，户口至少要有5位数

（玩这么大啊？！）

毕竟跟朋友约好说

我们5年内要拥有自己的dream car

嘻嘻

努力朝目标前进～加油！

昨晚參與了一場‘自我突破’的婚禮

何為自我突破？因為在場的全是我前男友的同事。

除了與新娘的交情，我也是時候面對這些群眾。

與我想像的不同，我不需要面對別人同情眼光，

因為他們都不認得我的樣子。哇咔咔咔咔～

不認得我的樣子的後果，就會問： Siapa lu?

難道我必須回答我是XXX的前女友嗎？好奇怪！

 

婚禮一切都很美好：新娘美、新郎俊、氣氛佳、酒菜棒

唯一的缺點是我顯得格格不入

一、我面對問題轟炸

‘你現在在哪裡做工？做什麼工作？’ 諸如此類的問題我至少回答了十次以上。

二、沒有共同的話題

也許職業的不同，所以即使是同一桌的人，我們也沒有多聊。

 

整場下來，雖然有點小尷尬（自我介紹方面），其他的一切都很美好。

我很榮幸能夠見證他們幸福的時刻。

執子之手，與子偕老

祝你們百年好合～

 

p/s: 攝影師不但專業，還很帥 *shy* 可惜沒拿到名片 T.T

爱情 可以很简单 也可以很复杂

陈小春也唱过：

“爱情这东西没道理的
有人很抢手有人没资格”

爱情 没有所谓的方程式

也没有所谓的犹豫不决

既然决定去爱了

勇敢点吧～

不要去想太多，那只会让你裹足不前

但是

请对自己的决定负责

我祝福你！

要幸福哦～～～

请了病假准备好好休息

顺便去理了我头上的草

正当要高高兴兴回家的时候

“小姐，小姐，请给我一分钟！”

“No, thanks!”

那个男生还是追了上来

更可恶的是

还用手指一直碰我的肩膀

Hello, 先生！我们是陌生人！

请不要随便碰女生！

我们不认识，所以请拿开你的手！

不对，是拿开你的手指！！！

声音沙哑，所以应该是没什么拒绝的力量

所以我选择了给他狠狠的一瞪！

在瞪他的同时心里的OS是：

在我病着、饿着、热着、走着的时候，

给我滚远点！！！！！！！！！！

*我可以明白你是为了钱，为了生活，

我甚至可以忍受听你说，

可是请不要碰我！我们只是陌生人！*

我没有很想你
我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息，有没有你的未接来电。

 

深夜 盯着电话发呆
想拨通 却不知找谁

总觉得只要拨通那组号码
就会打扰到主人
还是他期待的不是我的来电

深夜
朦朦胧胧地
习惯性地
抓起电话

看完简讯
又堕入梦乡
没有简讯
同样堕入梦乡
只是带了一点失落

电话这个通讯工具
让人欢喜让人忧
让人爱恨交加
但是又不能万万没有它

如果有一天我不带电话出门
不知它会不会失去它的功能

人生就是一场赌注
赌对了，公子与公主过着快乐幸福的日子
赌输了，就洗盘再来

为何有此感想？
此刻
我不知该感到高兴
还是该难过
高兴的是我的朋友都很关心我
难过的是，我沦为赌注

说真的，乍听到的时候
心真的痛了一下
我知道
有人会说：小事而已，何必小题大作？
我会说：没，我知道是小事。

有人会说：玩玩而已，何必当真？
我会说：没事，放心。

以上言论纯粹发泄，如有雷同，纯属巧合。
并附上我家龟龟玉照2张
看着他们，我真的开心多了。

星期四得知同事患上H1N1
老板通知星期五我们放假一天
本人刚好有点小伤风
为了大众的安全
我选择在家闭关3天
巧遇父母去槟城玩
我可以无法无天
放肆地睡到天昏地暗
嘻嘻

结果还真的睡了蛮多的
早上10点起床、下午2点继续补眠至6点
我终于恢复了我周末的休闲活动了
不知我的累从何而来
但是就是昏昏欲睡

睡了这么多的后果
就是父母提早回来
发现堆积的衣服没有洗
当然是骂到不行咯

其实我有时会认为
"My bro is the king while I'm the slave"
每次谈到家务事的时候
最不喜欢就是妈妈说的一句话：因为你是女生
凭什么这么说？！
难道他们都不需要做家务吗？
永远也不晓得女生就得做家务的道理从何而来
好像理所当然你是女生，你就得做！
不要把这一套放在我身上
我不吃这一套！
原因：我爱自由、平等兼懒惰
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。

清明时节雨纷纷
路上行人欲断魂

今年的清明节，我们特别早出门，就为了避免塞车。每年的清明都为了塞车而烦恼。早上5点被妈妈从棉被中挖起来，朦朦胧胧地去梳洗，然后再朦朦胧胧地出门，打算在车上继续补眠。想说应该没什么事情，脚下随便穿了一双人字拖就出门了。（我尝到后果了）

早上7点就到了位于巴生的坟场，这里主要是拜祭曾祖父母。天色还没全亮，灰灰暗暗的～由于还没睡醒的状况下去点蜡烛，结果手指被烧到了。（活该，给你醒咯！）在寻找曾祖父母的坟墓时，由于我穿人字拖的关系，蚂蚁们恋上我的脚，然后狠狠地留下他们爱的痕迹。啊～！这就是扮酷穿人字拖的后果。去到了曾祖父母的灵位，把东西放下后，天开始下起雨来。父母和叔叔婶婶忙着把该做的东西做完，我则在一旁帮忙撑伞，眼睛忙着看别人拜祭。一旁在挖坟墓吧，父亲大人警告说不要盯着看*paiseh*

忙了一轮后，照惯例就是去吃肉骨茶！想到肉骨茶就流口水了。呵呵。。盛发肉骨茶，就在Klang KTM的隔壁，每年都是来这一家吃肉骨茶的。接下来就到Nilai的孝恩园去，那里干净很多，只是被香火熏得眼泪直流。这里人字拖就不是一个问题了，因为根本就不会有蛇虫鼠蚁会恋上我的脚。嘻嘻。

拜祭是对祖先的一番尊重，毕竟一年才那么的一次，让我们有一份尽孝的心，所以即使多么累，也是值得的。

不知不觉三月又到了尾声
时间过得还真快
看看我的部落格
这个月写得还真少

不知道为什么
还真的没什么灵感咧
除了一篇关于烧鱼的还未出炉之外
脑海真的一片空白

平时做家务的时候
脑海一大堆感想、灵感
想专心抹地也不行
到家务完成可以好好坐下来写的时候
那些想法已经荡然无存了

星期五是其中一个同事最后一天在公司
恭喜他脱离苦海吧
毕竟对工作失去热忱、对公司彻底失望
再留下也没有用的

在此祝他前程似锦！